Tonite I was suppose to go back to work. I called off coz my shoulder has been irritating me & I can't work with the numbness down my left arm. (no, i'm not having a heart attack!) Anyhow, afterwards, we had a little cuzin time with what use to be, the single cuzins. But now 2 of them are dating (westy & gwyn) & Jane & I proceed to dream of the perfect man. (lol)
We decided to drive down to downtown disney & have my favorite mac & cheese @ La Brea Bakery. Our ride to the place was one I will never forget, nor will ever re-utter to anyone outside that car!
I'm happy to see that my cuzins can be happy with significant others. It's nice to hear that they're in love & that they look to the future with happiness set on their lifetime agenda. It's very nice to know that they love eachother.
I pitched this question to my friend Niki about her husband Duane...."How did you know he (duee) was the one?" She was surprised I asked her the question, she opened her mouth & said nothing. Then Duane asks me to ask her the questions again. So I do; "How did you know Duane was the one?!" Oh I had set myself up; His answer was....."HAVE YOU SEEN ME?!" Oh boy. Duee can be such the comedian!
But really? How do you know? And when you find out, what do you do? I guess this is starting to sound like the blog I posted yesterday. I am ok with not getting married or having kids. I had told God many many many yrs ago that if he let me go tomorrow, I would be ok. I experienced love, I experienced what it's like to have babies/kids around & loving them like your own, success, pain, etc.... So, in some kind of capacity, I've learned the arts and lessons....I just have to be the willing recipient.
Ok, I must retire from this blog. If I don't, I think i'll fall asleep with this laptop falling off my lap. So Happy Sabbath & na-night!
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